[Bellamy has already done his crying, but Lief's reaction makes his chest tighten all over again. He and Raven had promised each other they wouldn't die in vain, and she's gone anyway. He promised to protect her, and he failed. There's no way he can possibly picture going home without her, and her absence is like a hole, a physical weight. He can't take Lief's compliment at the moment, but it makes him suck in a shaky breath.]
down with eli 2k17
She was trying to fix things. Get us all home.