[... Honestly, it's a relief to hear that, even if it's short-lived since this is technically the easy part.]

Indeed. I swore to secrecy then for that reason. Anyone who knows is with her permission.

[And with that out of the way, as he didn't want Bellamy to hear from someone else that Lief had known all along rather than from him personally...

He's quiet for a moment, trying to muster up his strength, before—]

Is she the only role you know of?

[There's an odd note to Lief's tone that suggests this isn't entirely a question.]