"lief me alone" (
reidentify) wrote2017-08-25 11:30 pm
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week 3 ( friday );
[There's much to grieve over, but there's also people to talk to, and things to do. Above all, everyone needs to be prepared for the trial tomorrow. His feelings on anything else can wait. (That's what he tells himself, anyway.)
So, he's all over the place today. Right now, he's briskly walking away from the jungle area, as he speaks to Filli perched on his good shoulder.]
It will be all right, Filli.
[... It likely won't be whatsoever, but at least let someone here be free of worries.]
So, he's all over the place today. Right now, he's briskly walking away from the jungle area, as he speaks to Filli perched on his good shoulder.]
It will be all right, Filli.
[... It likely won't be whatsoever, but at least let someone here be free of worries.]
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It's not the first time I've heard that in my life. [but with the phantom thieves, it's different.]
I just don't feel like I've done that well here at all.
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[gestures sort of vaguely.]
All of this.
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[he just doesn't think it's brought out the best in him.]
We'll have to do better from here on out.
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I think you might be overselling my capabilities a little, Lief.
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[And maybe it's genuine—Lief doesn't know—but it's better than what he can say about himself.]
Those are admirable qualities to have, especially in a leader. I do not know what kind of life you have had before this place, but I imagine it was difficult.
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It wasn't easy. And this isn't the first time I've taken the lead on something.
[leading... it's what he's always done best in this regard. having no agency here—] I'll keep doing what I can.
[but he's definitely not as confident or assured as he was being in control back home.]