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"lief me alone" ([personal profile] reidentify) wrote2017-08-11 08:55 pm
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week 1 ( friday );

[Well, that sure was a thing.

Lief's done his best to clean himself of blood, trying to wash away the memory of holding Haru's dripping torso with it. Still, as horrified as he is, he knows that he can handle this. Others, though? He isn't sure.

One name in particular is around the top of his list, and so he seeks her out, wherever she may be.]


Princess Yona?
cutefaced: if i didn't make you hate things you once loved? (what kind of friend would i be)

[personal profile] cutefaced 2017-08-12 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
Lew-...?

[Oh, wait, no. Yona knows, of course, that Lewin isn't his name. She saw the profiles, but rather than call him out on it as she did with Lelouch, she's made an attempt at quietly accepting it.

Old habits die hard, though.]


No, I mean... Lief. [She glances up from her hairpin - which is in her hand, not in her hair - and then up to his face, still looking vaguely haunted.] Did you... need something?
cutefaced: making all the weird noise in the yard (please tell me you're the one)

[personal profile] cutefaced 2017-08-12 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
...

[She shakes er head slowly. She's doing better than Akira - it's not like she knew Haru - but that's not really... saying much.]

It's all real. [Her voice is tiny.] I'd almost managed to convince myself it wasn't, but it's... all real. Everything they said about why we're here.
cutefaced: if i didn't make you hate things you once loved? (what kind of friend would i be)

[personal profile] cutefaced 2017-08-12 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
It's... not your fault.

[...it isn't, right? Yona glances at him briefly, then drops her gaze down to her hands.]

If it isn't your fault, don't say sorry. [He can't be the reason she or any of the others are here - so there's no reason for him to apologize. Besides, if he was one of them, he'd probably have no conscience, so he wouldn't apologize in the first place...]
cutefaced: with some naive jackasses in a place they had no business being at (it began the way the best stories do)

[personal profile] cutefaced 2017-08-12 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
[Yona's other hand comes up and rests lightly over the back of his. Thanks, Lief.]

I want... to catch the person who did that to her.

[She shudders.]

Letting them get away with it wouldn't be... right.
cutefaced: and i STILL feel like i need an adult (i am the oldest one here)

[personal profile] cutefaced 2017-08-12 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
...I'll try to.

[She's quiet for a few long moments, and then she shudders as something awful occurs to her - something she hadn't yet thought of.]

Hey, Lief...?
cutefaced: i asked what was wrong and their exact words were "just a tiny explosion; it'll be all right" (there were firefighters up the street)

[personal profile] cutefaced 2017-08-12 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
What about Haru's partner...?
cutefaced: making all the weird noise in the yard (please tell me you're the one)

[personal profile] cutefaced 2017-08-12 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
But that's not fair...

[Haru hadn't deserved to die at all. And Yato? He hadn't even been a target to start with.]

Can't we... do something? What if someone was willing to have two partners?
cutefaced: how to not be a fucking liability (i need to learn)

[personal profile] cutefaced 2017-08-12 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
[She shudders again.]

...we'll have to ask about the partner of whoever hurt her, too... Because if they didn't do anything to her, that's not fair either.
cutefaced: a lot of my childhood feels like a drugged up fever dream (i dunno)

[personal profile] cutefaced 2017-08-12 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
...but they should be... they have rules and everything, so shouldn't they have to be fair?

[rip the last vestiges of her hope to shreds, lief]
cutefaced: the number of good things that have happened over the past year (i can count on one hand)

[personal profile] cutefaced 2017-08-12 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
[Her whole life, people have assured her that everything will be all right.

Most of the time, that's true. Or rather - if it's not all right, she's kept carefully insulated from it, so it might as well be for all she knows.

Lief doesn't lie to her.

It's a first, one she doesn't know how to handle.]


...what are the chances of any of us being able to do that?
cutefaced: i mean, besides the one you've dug for yourself - asking for a friend (how good are you at digging holes?)

[personal profile] cutefaced 2017-08-12 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
What about the other one? ...he's a little nicer, isn't he?
cutefaced: the number of good things that have happened over the past year (i can count on one hand)

[personal profile] cutefaced 2017-08-12 06:22 am (UTC)(link)
I tried to trick one of them into answering questions that only had one answer, but they talked around it.

[...]

I don't know if that means they just like messing with us or if it means it was real and they were trying to avoid us figuring it out too fast.
Edited (i can't type apparently... time 2 sleep) 2017-08-12 06:28 (UTC)
cutefaced: was when we agreed we both liked pizza (our one and only civil conversation)

[personal profile] cutefaced 2017-08-13 05:55 pm (UTC)(link)
It's too bad we can't just hit them to make them talk.
cutefaced: i mean, besides the one you've dug for yourself - asking for a friend (how good are you at digging holes?)

[personal profile] cutefaced 2017-08-13 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
...

[There's something about the way he says that that gives Yona pause, and she studies him for a couple of moments.]

...you know, the more I think about it, the more I think my father would really like you.
cutefaced: so they can attempt to fully understand the complexities of my existence (i plan to donate my brain to science)

[personal profile] cutefaced 2017-08-14 05:25 pm (UTC)(link)
You're looking out for everyone, just like he always tries to. And he doesn't like violence much, either.

[or.

y'know.

at all.]
cutefaced: i asked what was wrong and their exact words were "just a tiny explosion; it'll be all right" (there were firefighters up the street)

[personal profile] cutefaced 2017-08-16 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
...not around here, though.

[SINCE THEY DON'T YET KNOW that hal and pal were the killers]